9:47am
So my FamBam has been crazy supportive! I love my family.
From my first cousins to my second cousins, to all the Tias and My uncle who
went to Northridge yesterday to Move me out of my house and get all my stuff. They've been so amazing!! . I
obviously have to take a semester off of school, which is a bummer because I loved
it so much! I’ve moved back to Santa
Barbara and its really nice, doesn’t seem like the same place I wanted to run
away from months ago. My hospital room view is the mountains.
Everyone wants to visit and see how I'm doing. All the calls
and texts are greatly appreciated. Everyone is being super selfless, caring and
loving. The support to my mom is Tremendous. My mom has gone through an insane
year, with my grandma having cancer and then passing in July, and then I moved
away in September, now I'm sick, with cancer. Like could ya break my mom’s
heart a little more? Jeez. She’s my number one-My Bestest Friend in all the
ends of the earth.
I haven’t told my dad yet. I think he’s still in Mexico; you
can’t ever get ahold of him when he’s in MEX. His mom passed away Early
December (my other gma; we weren't close). I don’t want him to worry though; his brother passed away a year ago
and now like his daughter has cancer. I don’t want him to like come back to the
states and there’s nothing he can really do except, call?
xo
