FamBam

9:47am

So my FamBam has been crazy supportive! I love my family. From my first cousins to my second cousins, to all the Tias and My uncle who went to Northridge yesterday to Move me out of my house and get all my stuff. They've been so amazing!! . I obviously have to take a semester off of school, which is a bummer because I loved it so much!  I’ve moved back to Santa Barbara and its really nice, doesn’t seem like the same place I wanted to run away from months ago. My hospital room view is the mountains. 

Everyone wants to visit and see how I'm doing. All the calls and texts are greatly appreciated. Everyone is being super selfless, caring and loving. The support to my mom is Tremendous. My mom has gone through an insane year, with my grandma having cancer and then passing in July, and then I moved away in September, now I'm sick, with cancer. Like could ya break my mom’s heart a little more? Jeez. She’s my number one-My Bestest Friend in all the ends of the earth. ­­­

I haven’t told my dad yet. I think he’s still in Mexico; you can’t ever get ahold of him when he’s in MEX. His mom passed away Early December (my other gma; we weren't close). I don’t want him to worry though; his brother passed away a year ago and now like his daughter has cancer. I don’t want him to like come back to the states and there’s nothing he can really do except, call? 

xo