Here at Hotel Cottage Hospital. i've spent a total of one and a half months, nonconsecutive. always wanting to leave, always wanting to go home. The pink and yellow skies always giving me hope. Never drew the blinds, always knew there was something better out there. Could this just have been Quarantine? Like maybe the world will be ready for me now. I'm 23. Forces of natures, including the internal ones have attempted to bring me down.
Cancer, you were so great. I Am so Thankful for my struggle and i hope along this journey i have strengthened the hearts of others, including my own and those who seek refuge in my experience.
Leaving the nurses, the volunteers, so bittersweet,
Its like i had a voice. A confidence that strengthened so deeply by the connections of human beings who's desire is just for you to be well.
My gratitude for the medical field is immense and that sunrise just keeps getting more beautiful.
I'm full of emotion. but hopefully i'll be able to leave Hotel Cottage,with the desire to LIVE. Cause ive been recently put on medical hold, but mentally, my wings are finally spreading.
God is so GOOD
